It must be said - having rewired by draining the trauma reflex - that there are things here which don't fit the NeuroDiverse. I don't blame myself in any way, shape or form for what happened, I blame The Tavistock Clinic for breaching my privacy and then not disclosing what they knew. Maybe they told my teachers and parents - some elements were added to my childhood which were designed to add some very exceptional skills - but how can you make informed decisions about managing your life when you don't know the basics of the psyche driving it? I'm what Mary-Elaine Jacobsen describes in The Gifted Adult as an everyday genius. The latter was proved to Craig Wright, the Head of Yale's Genius School, by taking one of his own papers, extending it sideways the same distance, making the four facets of the academic standard preceding the Scientific Method, adding the capstone argument, and then showing that this was used to justify the Renaissance, as the bedrock on which the Enlightenment was built. Then there's about 40% of a Nobel Peace Prize, getting my name into the heart of all computer code, yadda yadda yadda.
The point is that what my trauma protected me from - NT Cassandra Syndrome - is still a reality. I was probably the original "weirdo and misfit" Dom Cummings sought to run the country in 2020. Not the first time by a long stretch, but I wasn't available because I was extending Ruth Lannius' IAS thesis into a general model of therapy safe for NDs, as some therapies (MAPS in particular, now banned by the US FDA) damage multi-track brains. I then tested it using Kinetic Shift, added an observation from the observation we have an intangible form of perception much studied by Abraham Maslow - he called it the transpersonal, I'm calling it transception to align with the rest - running primarily from empathy through third sector medicine into the numinous, and applied my Master-level Reiki to the void left from draining the reflex in the amygdala. I still trigger, but now get reassurance back.
There's roughly 1% of the population who get dumped on by the education system. The Tavistock reported I'd the GK of a 14 year old - aged 8. By 11, I was on the Security Services Grid, 14 my name at thee heart of all code - how can teachers cope with a kid like that? Over-excitability is just narcissism, wrecking the troublemaker showing them up as donkeys, those who can't. The result is Axel Rudakubana, Rickard Andersson, and no end of US school shooters. IAS takes over.
It must be said - having rewired by draining the trauma reflex - that there are things here which don't fit the NeuroDiverse. I don't blame myself in any way, shape or form for what happened, I blame The Tavistock Clinic for breaching my privacy and then not disclosing what they knew. Maybe they told my teachers and parents - some elements were added to my childhood which were designed to add some very exceptional skills - but how can you make informed decisions about managing your life when you don't know the basics of the psyche driving it? I'm what Mary-Elaine Jacobsen describes in The Gifted Adult as an everyday genius. The latter was proved to Craig Wright, the Head of Yale's Genius School, by taking one of his own papers, extending it sideways the same distance, making the four facets of the academic standard preceding the Scientific Method, adding the capstone argument, and then showing that this was used to justify the Renaissance, as the bedrock on which the Enlightenment was built. Then there's about 40% of a Nobel Peace Prize, getting my name into the heart of all computer code, yadda yadda yadda.
The point is that what my trauma protected me from - NT Cassandra Syndrome - is still a reality. I was probably the original "weirdo and misfit" Dom Cummings sought to run the country in 2020. Not the first time by a long stretch, but I wasn't available because I was extending Ruth Lannius' IAS thesis into a general model of therapy safe for NDs, as some therapies (MAPS in particular, now banned by the US FDA) damage multi-track brains. I then tested it using Kinetic Shift, added an observation from the observation we have an intangible form of perception much studied by Abraham Maslow - he called it the transpersonal, I'm calling it transception to align with the rest - running primarily from empathy through third sector medicine into the numinous, and applied my Master-level Reiki to the void left from draining the reflex in the amygdala. I still trigger, but now get reassurance back.
There's roughly 1% of the population who get dumped on by the education system. The Tavistock reported I'd the GK of a 14 year old - aged 8. By 11, I was on the Security Services Grid, 14 my name at thee heart of all code - how can teachers cope with a kid like that? Over-excitability is just narcissism, wrecking the troublemaker showing them up as donkeys, those who can't. The result is Axel Rudakubana, Rickard Andersson, and no end of US school shooters. IAS takes over.